Matthew you need to think about what you post sometimes as it dosent look good on your club mates and I know they are a good bunch who have helped you out. I'm near the bottom of the result sheet most weeks for the past 19 years, as like you am in a very strong club so When a good result comes along it makes it all worth while. Your racing against lads that have won nationals fed averages combines etc that have kept doos all their lives and are fantastic doomen. What I do is set realistic goals at start of season and try and achieve them.something to aim for. Not all about winning.