a few year ago back it was only my second old bird season had 16 17 widowhood cocks i had nearly half my team taken in two weeks before the racing season by bops that was hard to take at the time my head was spinning around with madness as u can imagine it made the wins and results i had that year all the better with this sport there are a lot of downs and it can be hard to take but i think when u get that cock or hen bursting his or her gut to get inside the loft or the one u got from the distance or the one u prepared for a certain race and he didn't let u down these are the ups sometimes they can be hard to see when your head is not in the right place over madness or a disappointed but belive me they are there
stick with it because when these days come the bad day disappears and these are the days that u will remember