it's crap when this happens vinnie.i had to get the vet to put my mother in laws dog down a few years ago(that i had bought for her).it was 21 yrs old and fed a fish supper every week.so much for feeding a dog fancy food eh!it was put down at home and i must admit it was very upsetting.my wife and her sister were in a terrible state.you will however get over it long as it may take.best thing to do is get yourself another pup.all the best.john