IS IT BECAUSE OF THE LOSSES ETC, AS WE ARE ALL IN THE SAME BOAT, AND GET PUT DOWN, JUST THINK WHAT WOULD U DO WITH UR TIME, I OFTEN THINK THE SAME BUT THEN I SAY WHAT WOULD I DO, MAYBE U ARE IN A DIFFERENT SITUATION AS I AM RETUIRED, HAVE A FEW DAYS TO THINK ABOUT IT THINGS ALWAYS GET BETTER WITH TIME, SORRY ABOUT UR MOTHER,