with personal cercumstances at time i had breakdown in hos was a man who did nothing but sit there one day i looked at him thought he needs shave i asked nurse for razor you can think how she looked at me but i told her what i was going to do when i shaved him i sat down and cryed yes cryed and told myself to stop wollowing in self pity as others have far worse problems than you that was a turning point in my life and know i help others if needed or can and its very rewarding yes folks peaple who know real chris know me