peckenhen, dont be silly, we all make mistakes, ive made absolutly loads when i first started, my two logan crosses, i let them out the third time in very very strong winds! then i was asking myself? why have they flew away?? :B :-/ :'( that was my stupid fault! plus many more, everyone learns by there mistakes & by alot of people on this website! ask anyone local who keeps pigeons to keep an eye out. good luck.